glitterlagoon

You know...today has been a complete waste. i have done no homework, and i don't intend to. i have watched two hours of eastenders even though i hate it. i bothered to put makeup on and wear pretty decent clothes even though i'm not going out. i wrote a random entry in my journal that didn't actually relate to anything. i watched two hours worth of a new reality tv program called shipwrecked. i have sat staring at my old laptop at ugly photos of myself from year 11. i have felt sad cos my dogs have gone. i've sat and watched the printer printing out my novel (my only achievement today...im ashamed it has taken me THREE YEARS to print it...although i have wasted far too long just staring at the printer. watching each page fall.) ........oh well, i feel, content all the same. i feel numb cos nothing really matters. nothing will ever matter provided i don't move.